what’s yours will always be yours.

when you look at the sky, do you ever feel the stars are closer than they actually are? like you can clasp your fingers around one, hoping the light cures the darkness that feeds on your heart. sometimes, the stars sit so far in the sky, as if you’ll never find the remedies to repair the internal scars which you hide. tonight, the full moon sits comfortably between all the stars and they’re gleaming, reminding me that my heart will soon find its healing. maybe they hold the cure to the trauma i’ve been concealing. i close my eyes and hear the melody of our memories, singing in harmony, it’s times like these that convince me i’m dreaming. the moonlight quietly recites poems of resurgence and ease, reassuring me that it’s okay to feel, to take a moment to reminisce and to breathe. soon enough, the rain begins to fall and the light seems to fade, maybe that’s what happened to us that day. we succumbed to our flaws, got lost in translation, misguided our anger and withheld our communication. truth be told, our words yearned for salvation, more mental validation. maybe you were my tribulation and i was yours, guess through all the heartbreak, we learnt the most valuable lesson of all. what’s yours will always be yours. so before i close the window and tuck our memories away, there’s one last thing i’d like to say. it was always you who calmed the storm in my mind, the one to pick me up through all the strenuous times but now all i see is our broken remains as i look up at the sky. i pray God heals both of us overtime and that He drives out our darkness with new found light. i guess this is goodbye, remember to take care of your heart, and i’ll promise to take care of mine. 

            ~maysablogs